N won't sleep unless I'm holding or at least touching her, and I can't do the kind of cardio I need to do when I am holding her. Plus, it's stressful to always hold her, and to know that when I put her down (for a shower, to cook something, or to change my clothes) that chances are very good she will start screaming.
So I'm shelving the weight loss for now. Until she naps lying down, I will just have a goal of getting exercise every day. If I lose weight, I lose weight, and if I don't I won't be any worse off than I am now.
Here's hoping things ease up a little, soon.